THE FOLLOW UP...

I KNOW A LOT OF YALL ARE THINKIN MAN THATS DEEP AND TRUST ME IT IS WAY DEEPER THAN THAT, BUT I WANTED YOU ALL TO GET TO KNOW ME AND WHO I WAS AND WHO I AM NOW. THIS SHIT IS REAL AND IT AINT NO FAIRY TALE OR MAKE BELIEVE DAT SHIT IN THAT POST DOWN THERE IS MY LIFE (WELL FORMER AND PRESENT LIFE). SOME OF YALL MIGHT BE THINKIN, WHY DID SHE CHANGE HER NAME OF ALL THINGS. LOL. THAT WAS THE EMOTIONAL ATTACTHMENT TO IT ALL. ALL THE PAIN THAT I HAD FELT, ALL THE BULLSHIT. I NEEDED A WAY TO LET IT GO. I HAD TO BECOME A "NEW PERSON" I MEAN IM STILL ME IN MANY WAYS BUT ALL THAT SHIT IS DEAD AND GONE. YES I STILL THINK ABOUT MY GRANDFATHER FROM TIME TO TIME AND IT MAKES ME REALLY SAD BUT I KNWO HES IN A BETTER PLACE. AND YES I STILL GET NOTHING BUT LIES AND BULLSHIT AND DRAMA FROM MY BABY DADDY. (FUCK DAT NIGGA) BUT THIS IS WHO I AM AND THIS IS WHO IM GONNA BE. IM FINALLY IN THE PLACE I FEEL I NEED TO BE AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS. IM BIGGER AND BETTER NOW. I GOT A LOT OF GOOD SHIT GOIN ON IN MY LIFE AND ALL IS WELL. THERE ARE ALWAYS GONNA TRIALS AND OBSTACLES BUT IM STRONGER NOW AND IM GONNA MAKE IT. THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINNING FOR ME AND IM GLAD IM HERE TO GO ON THIS RIDE, THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO READS MY BLOG AND RESPECTS MY GRIND. I APPRECIATE IT. IM DOIN DIS SHIT! I LOVE IT!